May I let my voice be a clarion call. I will use these words for justice. I will use these words for truth. And humour.

Monday, October 9, 2006


Some long and random survey, poorly formatted...

I miss
somebody right now.
(lots of

I don't
watch much TV these days.

I own
lots of books.

I wear
glasses or contact lenses.

I love
to play video games.

tried marijuana.

watched porn movies.
public, no less.)

× I have been the
psycho-ex in a past relationship. (nope,
i'm always chill.)

believe honesty is usually the best policy.

I curse

I have
changed a lot mentally over the last year.

× I carry my
knife/razor everywhere with me. (not since the stupid airline security stuff. i used to keep a leatherman in my bookbag since they're so handy, but i find that i forget to take it out when going on planes, and then realize at the airport after checking my bags but before going through the security checkpoint that i still have it, so i have to mail it to myself
which is so annoying...)

× I have broken
someone's bones. (no, but i've thought
about it on occasion. :| i'm not proud of that.)

I have
a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
think everyone's probably got one or more. if you don't, um....
want some?)

× I hate the rain.
(rain's okay sometimes. i don't hate it, but
sometimes i'd prefer not to get surprised while biking home...)

paranoid at times.

I would
get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and
(i don't know what
i'd do, but i'd go check it out. i'd rather stay as-is, and be
able to change my avatar in VR.)

× I need/want
right now. (nope.)

I love

× I talk really,
really fast. (sloooowww...)

× I have fresh breath

in the morning. (nope.)

× I have long hair.
(used to, a couple times.)

I have
lost money in Las Vegas.
went with twenty to lose, and i lost that.)

I have
at least one sibling.

× I was born in a
country outside of the U.S.

have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.

(when i worked at the Great Dane in Madison, I
wore this very nutty wig that looked oddly real, because it was my
real hair color and a bit wavy, but was the most messed up hair. a
coworker said the wig made me look like i had just gotten done
mixing up CAT in the bathtub. (for the record, i have not ever
tried methamphetamines, nor would ever advocate the use of it to
anyone. scary stuff. but my wig looked like it.))

I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.

I like
the way that I look.

I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.

I am
usually pessimistic.

I have a lot of mood swings.

I think
prostitution should be legalized.

slept with a roommate.

I have
a hidden talent.

I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.

I have a lot of friends. (what's a lot

I have pecked someone of the same sex.

I enjoy talking on the phone. (the best
conversations are under 1 minute, and to the point. holding the
phone to my ear hurts my ear and my arm.)

practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.

(ever since the big lebowski, i have a preference
for those leisure pants/PJs when I can. either that or baggy

love to shop and/or window shop.
store, CD store.)

I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal.

I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother. (my
mother is great.)

have a mobile phone.
okay i guess. i don't like being constantly available so sometimes
just don't pick it up.)

× I have passed out
drunk in the past 6 months. (hardly any
alcohol lately, but back in the 'rites of passage' days i did have
some very woozy blackouts.)

rejected someone before.
(i was
a dummy in high school. cute girl but i was looking the other
way... and i accidentally broke up with a couple girlfriends later
on. oops.)

currently like/love someone.
of people, but especially my sweetie.)

× I have no idea what
I want to do for the rest of my life.

I want
to have children in the future.
one. maybe two, definitely no more than two.)

× I have changed a
diaper before.

× I've called the
cops on a friend before.

× I'm not allergic

to anything.

I have
a lot to learn.

× I am shy around the
opposite sex.

× I'm online 24/7,
even as an away message.

× I have at least 5
away messages saved.

I have
tried alcohol or drugs before.
this a trick question?)

× I have made a move
on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.

× I own the "South

× I have avoided
assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal.

I enjoy
some country music.
school - johnny cash, willie nelson, the mandrell sisters, dolly
parton, kenny rogers)

I would
die for my best friends.

obsessive, and often a perfectionist.

I have used my sexuality to advance my career.

I think Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.

I have dated a close friend's ex.

I am
happy at this moment.

I'm obsessed with guys.

Democrat. (yawn...)


Republican. (heck no.)


I don't even know what I am.

am punk rockish.
heart plays distorted power chords, spits, and is covered in duct

I go for older guys/girls, not younger.

I study for tests most of the time.

I tie
my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.

I can work on a car. (if i had taken small
engine repair in high school, i'd have loved to get a ford F-150
Custom Deluxe for the classic engine.)

I love my job(s).

I am
comfortable with who I am right now.

I have
more than just my ears pierced.

I walk barefoot wherever I can.

I have jumped off a bridge.

I love sea turtles.

I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup.

I plan
on achieving a major goal/dream.

I am
proficient on a musical instrument.

I hate
office jobs.

I went to college out of state.


I am adopted.


I am a pyro.

I have thrown up from crying too much.

I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved.

I fall for the worst people.

I adore
bright colours.

I usually like covers better than originals.

I hate
chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays.

I can pick up things with my toes.

I can't whistle.

I have
ridden/owned a horse.

I still
have every journal I've ever written in.

I talk in my sleep.

often thought that I was born in the wrong century.

I try
to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.


I wear a toe ring.

I have
a tattoo.

I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.

am a caffeine junkie.
caffeine addict. for me, caffeine is like alcohol, sadly.)

I am
completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at

If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one

I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the

I enjoy
a nice glass of wine with dinner.

I'm an

I am

I sleep with so many stuffed animals, I can hardly fit on
my bed.

If it weren't for having to see other people naked, I'd live in a
nudist colony. (i'd live in a nudist colony
either way.)

have terrible teeth.
teeth are ok in general, but for some reason one of my teeth, the
enamel is wearing too thin and its getting ugly.)

I hate my toes. (i like my toes, and my


I did this meme even though I wasn't tagged by the person who took
it before me.

I have more friends on the internet than in real life.

I have
lived in either three different states or countries.

I am extremely flexible.

I love
hugs more than kisses.

I want to own my own business.


I smoke.

I spend way too much time on the computer than on anything

has ever said I'm normal.

movies, games, and the like can cause a trickle of tears
every now and then.

I am proficient in the use of many types of firearms and
combat weapons.

like the way women look in stylized men's suits.

(I think women in suits look jim-dandy, but don't
generally find the look attractive in any sort of 'come hither'
kind of way.)

I don't
like it when people are unpleased or seem unpleased with

have been described as a dreamer or likely to have my head
up in the clouds.
(i'm not the
only one.)

have played strip poker with someone else before.

(yeah, in high school, and everybody wimped out.)

I have had emotional problems for which I have sought professional

I believe in ghosts and the paranormal.

I can't stand being alone. (i like being
alone, but not all the time.)

I have
at least one obsession at any given time.

I weigh myself, pee/poo, and then weigh myself again.

I consistently spend way too much money on

I'm a judgmental asshole.


I'm a HUGE drama-queen.


I have travelled on more than one continent.

I sometimes wish my father would just disappear. (no
way. my dad's great.)

I need people to tell me I'm good at something in order to feel
that I am.

am a Libertarian.

can speak more than one language.

(english, mathematics, a little spanish, a little


I can fall asleep even if the whole room is as noisy as it can be.
(my partner once fell asleep during a Corrosion of
Conformity concert.)

I would
rather read than watch TV.

I like
reading fact more than fiction.

have pulled an all-nighter on an assignment I was given a month to
(in fact i'm
procrasstinating right now.)

I have no piercings.

have spent the night in a train station or other public
(does 'in the ditch by an
exit ramp off of highway 94' in western Wisconsin' count? :)

don't know what i was thinking....)

I have been so upset over my physical gender that I cried.
(i'm not excited about my gender, and wish there
were technology where i could jump back and forth as my mood fits,
but never felt so strongly about it to bring tears.)

I once spent Christmas completely alone because there was a
miscommunication on which parent was supposed to have me that

There have been times when I have wondered "Why was I
and may/may not have cried over it.


I like most animals better than most people.


I own a collection of retro games consoles.

The thought of physical exercise makes me shiver.

I have hit someone with a dead fish.

am compulsively honest.
don't lie because i have such a selective memory that i couldn't
keep the made-up stories straight.)

I was born with a congenital birth defect that has never
been repaired.

I have danced topless in front of dozens of complete

I have
gone from wishing I was a girl to revelling in being a boy to
feeling like a girl again in the span of five minutes, and not
cared a whit for my actual sex.

I am unashamedly bisexual, and have different motivations
for my desires for different genders.

I sometimes won't sleep a whole night or eat a whole day because I
forget to.


I find it impossible to get to sleep without some kind of music

dislike milk.
(yuck. rice
milk all the way.)

I obsessively wash my hands.

I always carry something significant around with me.

I'd rather wear a wig in day-to-day life than use my own
(i like the idea of having
a few different looks, though a decent wig that doesn't look like
some mall-chick or soccer mom (neither of which i'd aspire to look
like) is $$$)

pushed myself to become more self-aware and thereby more
aware of others.

Even though I live on my own I still cry sometimes because I miss
my mother.


I hand wrote all the HTML tags in this document.

liked something which a majority of people claimed was either bad
or weird.

I have been clinically dead for a brief period of time.

Instead of feeling sympathy/empathy with people and their
problems, I simply become annoyed.

I participate/have participated in auto drag races and

I do not 'get' most comedy acts. (i love
and respect comics for saying what they say, often in the face of
jeering, or worse, indifference.)

don't think strippers are money-greedy or slutty for
(not any more than i
think waitstaff, haircutters, or actuaries are money-greedy or

I don't like to chew gum.

I am
obsessed with history/historical things and can't wait for someone
to build a time machine so I can be the first to use it.

I can never remember for the life of me where I parked the

had the TEEN ANGST thing going for at least 2-3 years.

(is it over yet?)

I wish
people would be more empathic and honest with each other.

I play Dungeons and Dragons weekly.

I love
to sing.

I want to live in my mother's basement when I grow up.

I have
a custom-built computer.

I want to create a certain someone's babies, even though
there's a 0% possiblity of ever achieving it.

I would be in a relationship with one of my pets if they
were human.

gone skinny-dipping.

performed in three plays.

I enjoy

I'm Irish and loving it.

I have a thing for redheads.

I am a twin!

Most of
the times, I'd rather do something intellectual instead of doing
something generically 'fun'.

I set out to finish something, I always stay at it until it is
completed before I move on to something else.
friend once told me i'm like a spider who never drops a

I wish there were a way to erase past mistakes.


I sleep more than 12 hours a day.

I wish
I could be prouder of what I've accomplished, but it's
never enough.

I need
more time to myself.

wish I was more open-minded.
consider myself very open-minded already, but the more open my
mind is, the more i recognize it's just the beginning.)


I hope that I go really prematurely grey.

download songs from the internet.

I've just reenacted chapter 58 of Death Note with my best

I say random things to freak people out.

I'm still a little mad about the ending of Death Note.


I love playing Truth or Dare.

I love
listening to slow music, but I hate singing to it.

helps me remember that I am not alone.
it not for ministry, pixies, pj harvey, sonic youth, flaming lips,
meat beat manifesto, melvins, and tool, i'd be lost.)

my favorite sport makes me temporarily forget my problems.

(volleyball takes me away completely for an

I think
this survey is particularly long.

I prefer my LJ friends to my real-life ones.


I can only hate someone that I love.

I've ordered an extra two shots of espresso to an Americano at

to post your own answers for this meme.)

"Several Species Of Small Furry Animals Gathered Together In A
Cave And Grooving With A Pict" - Pink

"Drill, drill, drill. Dugga, dugga, dugga." - Wire

colors: smoothe

mood: tired.

chant/prayer/mantra: engage.


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